Eminem's ex-wife Kim Mathers attempted to commit suicide after watching her husband's fans laugh as he beat a blow-up doll made up to look like her at a concert. Mathers was attending one of the rap superstar's early shows when he dedicated a vicious rap song to her and then attacked her doll likeness before hurling it into the audience. His devastated wife, who has been attacked in many Eminem songs, watched as rabid fans destroyed the doll. Speaking on an upcoming DR KEITH ABLOW SHOW in America, she recalls, "He was singing a song that was about me and he had a blow-up doll up on stage that looked like me. "He was physically beating it and kicking it around and threw it out into the crowd. "Just seeing the crowd's response and everybody cheering, singing the words and laughing and it just felt like everyone was staring at me. "I knew that it was about me and that night I went home and I tried to commit suicide."