Mirren, 58, was devastated when Peter, a 53-year-old teacher, passed away last year (03) while she was making the award-winning comedy Calendar Girls.
She admits, "I had just been bottling it all up too long.
"I had to repress my emotions when it happened and then I moved straight on to film The Clearing.
"I didn't have time to absorb the pain."29/06/2004 02:56