Singer/actress Demi Lovato rang in 2011 in tears because she was stuck in a rehab centre and unable to celebrate with her loved ones.
The Disney star checked into the Timberline Knolls centre in Illinois in late 2010 to address a number of issues, including an eating disorder, depression and self-harming.
She returned to the facility as part of her new MTV documentary, Stay Strong, and recalled her time in rehab.
Lovato says, "The first time that I walked into Timberline Knolls, I sat there to eat my first meal, and it was chicken, rice, vegetables and milk, and I took like two or three bites of the chicken and was like 'OK, I'm done'. That's when I realised maybe I do belong here because I can't finish a meal."
The 19 year old also admits she found ringing in 2012 at the facility especially hard.
She adds, "We got to watch the countdown on New Year's Eve in here, and by the time it hit one, I just started sobbing like, 'I can't believe I'm bringing in the New Year in rehab.'"
Stay Strong will air in the U.S. on Tuesday (06Mar12).